Deep down, I think I knew it'd turn out this way.
Getting my hopes up, finally get to meet someone new, maybe even a new friend?
But no. Not today. Not tomorrow. Not ever.
Maybe for the best. I'd probably ruin it anyway - by doing or saying something stupid. Something I shouldn't have said or done. I'm getting used to being stood up now. I'm turning somewhat immune against it.
It doesn't hurt as much now. Alcohol soothes it. Vodka can make everything all better.
I'm drinking to forget. To not realize how deep the hole I am in, is.
To not see how alone I really am.
I'm talking to myself. Alot. It's better that way. I'm mostly getting the answers I want, but still, it's possible to have an arguement with myself.
I don't know what more to write. I'm out of thoughts. There's nothing more to say. I'm gonna have a drink now. Going to forget everything. If I'm lucky, I'll never wake up in the morning. That would be best for everyone.
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Quotes:
~ Live as if you should die tomorrow, dream as if you should live forever.
~ Everything happens for a reason.
~ Live for nothing, or die for something
~ Pain is temporary - glory is eternal.
~ Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak, sometimes it means you're strong enough to let go.
~ It's better to take a chance and regret it, rather than regret the chance you never took.
~ The biggest thing, is never the fall, but the achievement of arising afterward. Only uphill go upwards.
~ Its not about finding someone you can live with, it's about finding someone you can't live without.
~ If I had to choose between loving you, and breathing, I'd use my last breath to say "I love you".
~ If you had another night to give, I would have another night to live.
~ It's better to lose your pride with someone you love, rather than lose the one you love to your useless pride.
~ ...maybe she's a little scared to get close to anyone, because everyone who said "I'll always be there"....left,,
~ Together with others, one learns to live - alone one learns to die.
~ Trying to forget someone you loved, is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
~ Everything happens for a reason.
~ Live for nothing, or die for something
~ Pain is temporary - glory is eternal.
~ Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak, sometimes it means you're strong enough to let go.
~ It's better to take a chance and regret it, rather than regret the chance you never took.
~ The biggest thing, is never the fall, but the achievement of arising afterward. Only uphill go upwards.
~ Its not about finding someone you can live with, it's about finding someone you can't live without.
~ If I had to choose between loving you, and breathing, I'd use my last breath to say "I love you".
~ If you had another night to give, I would have another night to live.
~ It's better to lose your pride with someone you love, rather than lose the one you love to your useless pride.
~ ...maybe she's a little scared to get close to anyone, because everyone who said "I'll always be there"....left,,
~ Together with others, one learns to live - alone one learns to die.
~ Trying to forget someone you loved, is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
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